A Secret Eternal Love

by Charles
(Lannion)

To My Eternal Love; Every day I live, I remember your name. Every breath I take, I remember your lips. Every time I feel sad, I remember your smile. But you are so far from me. I lost you long ago.

And although I know where you are and what you do, I don't know if you even remember my name.
I lost you because I was unable to say a word.
Your eyes were so deep that I never succeeded in expressing my feelings for you. Your smile was disarming and I always surrendered to contemplation.

You were my best friend and i deserted you. I was unable to fake my friendship any more and thought it better to simply disappear...

What a pain it is to live in the shadow of your life, to cry every night. But what else can I do?
Your are so far from me now and I'm no longer a part of you.

Still, I wish you remember my name and that I still dwell in a part of your heart. But I know human feelings - I know how they easily pass away with time.

But missing you is a pain that grows with time, so I'm sure i will never forget you; and if that's the only way to keep my love for you unaltered and strong then let it be! That's the path of eternal love that I travel.

Maybe one day you will know all of this, and understand. My love for you is a secret love, burning in my chest. I surrender my love to you without asking anything in return.

Every time I wrote your name on the sand,
Every time I draw your face on a sheet,
Every time I remember who you are...
I feel what absolute love is.

I miss you; I miss you so...but just knowing you are somewhere in this world makes me live more than my own life.

Eternally Yours,
Charles