I Still Love You, Mo

by Ardith
(Longmont, CO. USA)

I have tried to bring myself to call you or write you a letter during the past 20 years to tell you how I really feel. I'd pick up the phone and dial, but then I would hang up just before you answered.

I'd start many letters, but I would wad them up and throw them away. I didn't know what to say, knowing you didn't want me anymore. Even though it has been many years, I still have feelings for you.

I think about you and wonder how it would have turned out for the both of us if we had stayed together. You broke my heart and it still hasn't healed; I cried and cried over you many nights.

I know we would have been happy together to this day because I am still in love with you as much as ever. I have never felt this way for any other guy and I my love for you will never die.

Love,
Me