Missing You; Forgive Me If You Can

by Alexandra
(Milano,Italy)

My Love, if you only knew how much every minute without you hurts. My days are endless, my nights empty. The loneliness is my only friend these days. I am afraid to call you, so I will write this letter, but I cant never show it to you.

I close my eyes and keep remembering every little detail about you; your beautiful blue eyes, ohh...the way the used to looked at me. The day you proposed was the happiest day of my life. I would like to freeze that moment in time and live in it forever.

It fills my heart with joy. It's the only time I can feel happy, remembering I can only dream of the day when I will see you, touch you, or feel you again. Our lives went separate ways, but I always kept you close to my heart. I still have your engagement ring and I remember my promises.

I wish you could read these words and stop guessing my feelings.

I am too afraid to confess. After the stupid thing I did I do not deserve your love. I know you hate me now, life is so cruel sometimes, but I got what I deserved. The silence is my only friend...and the time I spent with you.

Forgive Me If You Can,
Love Alexandra