Things I Couldn't Say

by Sheila
(India)

There has always been something very important that I wanted you to know. Now that I get a chance to tell you so, let me say it. It’s been ages and I know you must be wondering what went wrong and how things just changed overnight.

But it is nothing like that; it is just that I didn't get to express my feelings to you. It may be that I was scared, or maybe I just didn't have it in me to tell you. Whatever it was I believe I took a bit of a time to tell you what I really felt about you all the time!

You would always wonder why I never spoke to you, but it wasn't that I didn't want to. I wanted to talk to you from the bottom of my heart, every moment. But I couldn't! Now that you are far from me, I understand how much I miss you and really care for you.

Now I know what I felt for you? I wonder how I stayed away from you so long. I hate myself for this, as I know it was me who is to be blamed for all this confusion. Hope you will forgive me for all this.

Let’s hope to make a fresh start. Always remember I love you and I will always love you!